“The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim liberty to the captives and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty those who are oppressed, to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor.” – Luke 4:18-19
WHY CGA?
The question people have been asking me lately is why I have decided to pack up my (lack thereof) things that I own and move to Georgia. When I attempt to explain myself, I get a little frazzled and panic slightly before I begin my long winded narrative of why. It’s partially because I honestly wouldn’t have chosen the Center of Global Action (CGA) even for myself! So what drove me to this?
If it was up to me, I would be heading back to Swaziland helping out Hosea’s Heart creating new products in their workshop, or maybe taking care of orphans in Haiti with a little nugget of a child in my hand, helping out with ministry in a little surf town named Jaco in Costa Rica, or walking around feeding the homeless people of Antigua, Guatemala. I’d love to go back to teaching refugee kids in Malaysia, sharing my testimony and preaching in front of people in Honduras, or doing construction in Dominican Republic, or witnessing to everyday people on the side of the road in Botswana. Even being back with my home church, working in a soup kitchen, or assisting with an after school program seemed like something I would want for myself after The Race.
However, when I made a decision to live life as a Christian I gave up the rights to my own life. My life doesn’t belong to me, and no matter how crazy that sounds to you, it’s what I believe. The Lord has chosen this particular season for me. Instead of fighting it, I’m trying to embrace it. Fighting the Lord gets us NOWHERE. I would be lying if I told you that I didn’t have doubts, that doing CGA is the program that I know I want to do or that I know everything that this journey entails, because I don’t.
“She is clothed with strength and dignity, and she laughs without fear of the future.”
-Proverbs 31:25